I’m Not Dead…Yet.

I just haven’t been able to do anything except study and squish fruit flies.

I haven’t even been to church in…forever.

That’s big.

I’ve struggled to get out of bed, struggled to keep going, struggled to do everything that I need to get done.

I just want to sleep.

All.

The.

Time.

My throat is also slowly progressing to an unable-to-swallow level.

I just want one day where I feel normal.

ONE.

DAY.

But…I’m not dead.

Yet.

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3 thoughts on “I’m Not Dead…Yet.

  1. Is there anywhere you can go – friend’s, relative’s, anywhere, – for 2 days, and leave the baby with your husband? Somewhere you can go without your textbooks or lab notes, and just SLEEP? If so, I would highly recommend it. The rest you would gain would help you make up for the time you lost. It won’t miraculously transform you into a person who feels like she can tackle the world by the tail, but it will help. You still won’t feel like you have caught up on your sleep – unfortunately I don’t think we will ever feel like that. But it will give your immune system a boost and a chance to recharge. Please don’t mistake “still feel like I could sleep forever” with “dagnabbit, it didn’t do a blessed thing!” They are not the same. πŸ˜‰

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