I just haven’t been able to do anything except study and squish fruit flies.
I haven’t even been to church in…forever.
I’ve struggled to get out of bed, struggled to keep going, struggled to do everything that I need to get done.
I just want to sleep.
My throat is also slowly progressing to an unable-to-swallow level.
I just want one day where I feel normal.
But…I’m not dead.